Date: 12 Feb 2026
aur kya haal chal kalpana ji π bacche pati kaise hain sab theek?
kaisa lag raha hai jaane ke baad haan π€¨ ab pata chala kaise lagta hai jab apna door jaata hai π maine bhi aise wait kiya tha itne months jab offline thi, kahan thi, kaise hogi, zinda bhi hai ya tapak gaye, woh bhi pata nahi tha
same condition meri bhi thi jo aaj tumhari hai. milna tha lekin woh bhi possible nahi. main jab aayi tab tum apni jagah nahi thi, ab tumko mujhe milna hai to main condition mein nahi hoon.
main imagine kar sakti hoon tumhari haalat, khud ko blame kar rahi ho sab cheezon ke liye. socha hoga saloni se bahut pehle milwana tha. agar hum sabka milna kismat mein hota to bahut pehle mil chuke hote, isliye khud ko blame
karna chhod do. kismat mein nahi tha tabhi jab main ahmedabad aayi thi tab saloni album shooting ke liye out of city thi, to tum hi dekho nahi tha kismat mein milna hamara. kismat se ladai karna bewakoofi hai, nahi jeet paogi. jo ho raha hai use
blame mat karo, agar magar mat karo. jo hoga hokar rahega, tum ya main usmein kuch nahi kar sakte. hona wahi hai jo destiny writer ne likha hai.
jab itne mahine baad wapas online aayi thi tab maine batane ki koshish ki thi mere haalat ke baare mein batane ki, lekin mujhe nahi pata tum offline kyun thi aur ab online kyun kaise aayi, to main tumko yeh sawaal nahi karna chahti thi ki kahan thi aur kya
hua tha. main nahi chahti thi tum fir se jo bhi issue hua ya phir jo bhi kuch hua offline thi tab woh fir se yaad karo. isliye maine kuch poocha aur na hi mere baare mein kuch bataya. pata nahi maine sahi kiya ya nahi lekin
us time mera man nahi kiya ki kuch puch lu ya batau. iska matlab ye nahi hota ki me tumase naraj hu ya bat nahi karna chahati. me bas time dena chahati thi tumako lekin ek baar messge karke firse 2-3 din bad message kar rahi thi to shayad tum
abhi tak stable nahi ho. me aise kam me busy thi jiska jikar me tumase nahi kar sakati. mujhe chest. me pain last 3 mahine se horaha tha lekin maine. dhyan nahi diya jab pata chala already stage 3 cross ho chuka tha. tumko pata hai me kya soch rahi thi
ki maine aisa bhi kya kisi ke saath bura kiya jo mere saath ye ho raha hai. same question bhai ke man mein aata tha, jiska jawab mere paas tab bhi nahi tha, aaj bhi nahi hai.
main akela mehsoos kar rahi hoon. bahut baar maine try kiya lekin main share nahi kar paayi kuch tumhare saath. already tum kaunsi situation se pass hoke aayi thi mujhe andaaza nahi tha. shayad main galat bhi soch rahi hoon, lekin main bas pareshan nahi karna chahti kisi
ko bhi. insaan jab mushkil mein hota hai to unko yaad karta hai jiske saath free hoke baat kar sakta hai, lekin abhi jo time mein suffer kar rahi hoon wahan par main kisi se kuch share nahi kar pa rahi hoon. ek taraf tum ho jo online just aayi ho, lekin pata nahi offline kyun thi. dusri taraf bhai tha
jisko kuch share nahi kar sakti. main mushkil mein fas gayi hoon aur mushkil ka koi solution bhi nahi hai. ek pal mein duniya jaise khaali khaali lagne lagi hai. pata nahi kyun lekin mujhe is waqt kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha. main kisi ko bataun uska reaction kya hoga, main kuch bhi sochne ke haalat mein nahi hoon.
mere paas do option hain, treatment leke life 4-5 months extend karun 6-7 months tak, ya phir jo condition mein hoon usi mein apni body donate karun, jaise bhai ne kiya tha. agar ek chance kuch achha karne ka mila hai to main use jaane nahi dena chahti. waise bhi marne ke baad jalane se achha hai kisi ki help kar paun to achhi baat hogi
to maine yahi decision liya. mera decision ye kisi ko bhi accept nahi hoga, jaanti hoon, to kisi se share karne ka point nahi hai isliye. ab main is waqt dhoond rahi hoon unko jo donor dhoond rahe hain. mere badle hue behaviour ko sab log saaf saaf mehsoos kar rahe hain lekin main sachchai nahi bata pa rahi hoon kisi ko.
tumse share karne wali thi lekin himmat nahi hui meri. bahut akele pad gayi hoon, kuch samajh nahi aa raha mujhe. ab jo bhi karna hai akele karna hoga. mujhe nahi pata main ye jo bhi kuch type kar rahi hoon tum tak kab pahunch payega kyunki main ab inactive hoon fanpage account par, to shayad tumko yahi lagega main
offline hoon. shayad ab tak meri shakal dekhi hogi tumne personal account par, to tarif sunana chahti thi lekin shayad shakal joker jaisi lagi hogi mere tumko. koi baat nahi, main saloni jitni khoobsurat nahi hoon. mere personal account mein zyada log MP UP side ke hain. aur ye account complete automated hai jise koi handle karta hai, to do logon se baat karke mere tak baat pahunch payegi. kyunki blog se aane wale log isi id par contact karte hain to bahut DM aate hain. confirm nahi pata lekin shayad main jitna logon ko apni life mein jagah deti hoon, shayad unki life mein meri utni jagah nahi hai. kyunki log kam hone ke baad bhool jaate hain. jo log nahi bhoolte wo mujhse door hain, unse milna possible nahi. offline thi tab maine tumhare close friend se baat karne ki sochi thi lekin phir laga jo baat unko tumse pata chalni chahiye wo mujhse pata chalegi to baat aur bigad jayegi. maine tumhari dost paru, nidhe aur do teen log jinko kabhi tumne story mention kiya tha, unse baat karne ki koshish ki lekin phir socha agar tumne mujhe kuch nahi bataya to shayad unko bhi nahi bataya hoga. aise mein main jaake poochungi unko to wo direct tumhare ghar pe aake baith jayengi, poochengi ki kalpana kya hua. ek to ye naam jisne rakha hai usse alag gussa hai, theek se kalpana nahi rakh sakte the kya, bolna chahiye tha tumko. chhodo ab kya kar sakte hain. pata nahi kaise hogi jalpana kalpana meri. mere jaane ke baad roegi bhi ya nahi. bolegi gyaan deti thi, bahut achha hai tapak gaye. aise hi bologe na π bolo bhi. nahi bol rahi ho achhi baat hai.π maine tumhare liye saloni ke liye bahut saare gift liye the jammu mein lekin wahan ki condition bahut kharab thi. maine jiske paas diya tumhare paas dene ke liye wahi fas gaya wahan ke haalat mein. main tumko aur saloni ko billi ke bacche dene wali thi, chhote chhote ek week ke hain, laal laal pair wale. saloni ke reel mein the same hain. lekin saloni din bhar busy hoti hai studio mein to wo nahi sambhal sakegi, bachi tum ho to inko transport karna mushkil hoga, kisi ko inko apne saath leke jana padega. to plan cancel kiya. koi baat nahi, main tumko showcase wali cat bhejungi. same dikhti hai mere walon ki tarah. pet mein press karne par meow karti hai. mujhe inko bade hote hue dekhna tha lekin shayad ab possible nahi hai π maine tumhare liye punjabi dress liya tha, maine tumko hamesha shirt pant mein dekha hai.
bahut kuch baatein karni thi lekin ab waqt ja chuka hai. ab jo possible nahi hai uske baare mein baat karne se kuch nahi hoga. personally na sahi, main koshish karungi audio ya video call par baat karne ka try karungi. pata nahi tab bhi tum available hogi ya nahi. phir bhi zarur baat karungi chahe jo ho jaye. saloni na sahi tumse hi baat kar lungi. final operation se pehle main karungi call. mera account main handover tumko aur bhai ko kar rahi hoon. bhai ko shayad late milega lekin tumko kar rahi hoon. mere taraf se koi tumko moderator assign kar dega. agar tum nahi karna chahti manage to koi baat nahi, decline bhi kar sakti ho. main chahti thi ye page continue kare koi lekin shayad lag raha hai possible nahi hai. kyunki mere jaane ke baad bhai kaise behave karega mujhe kuch bhi nahi pata. maine usse saari baatein chhupa rakhi hain. usko kaise bataun, main yahi sawaal mujhe pareshan kar raha hai. mujhe kabhi na kabhi ye baat usko batani hogi lekin kaise? kuch samajh nahi aa raha. sawaal bahut hain, jawab ek bhi nahi. mujhe bahut taakat chahiye is waqt sab akele karne ke liye. aage ka safar akele hi karna padega. jitna ho sakta hai main koshish karungi ke sabki wishes jo mujhse judi hain wo complete karun. life mein kuch wishlist bana ke rakhi hai, try karungi jitni complete hoti hain wo karungi.
kabhi nahi socha tha jisko hum kareebi maante hain unse hi baatein chhupani padegi. pata nahi ye baatein tum tak kab pahunch payegi. kyunki ye baat main particular time ke baad hi batani hai, to ye karne ke liye mujhe technology ki help leni padegi. kuch logon ko sab kuch handover karna padega, wahi mere message ek time ke baad mere kareebi friend ke paas pahunch sakte hain. ye karna itna aasan nahi hoga kyunki log trusted hone chahiye aur privacy maintain karne wale. aise log assign kar rahi hoon jo apne kaam mein master kar chuke hain, trusted hain. already main offline hoon isliye bahut load hai team par, jaane ke baad kya hoga. jinke liye message chhoda hai unke paas jaane tak late hoga shayad lekin pahunch jayega.
jo bhi wishes thi maine complete karne ki koshish ki, kuch ho gaye complete, kuch pending hain. dekhte hain kab poora hoga.
tum dono se milna tha, pubg ke friend se milna tha, rakshabandhan par bhai ko milna tha. kuch aise logon ko promise karke baithi hoon jo ab kisi bhi haalat mein complete nahi honge kyunki uske liye waqt lagega aur waqt mere paas nahi hai ab. koi baat nahi, try karte hain jitne complete hote hain wishes.
mere jaane ke baad fanpage de rahi hoon tumko. bhai late join karega. karega bhi ya nahi pata nahi mujhe. main use promise lene ki soch rahi hoon lekin jo promise usko takleef de to aisa promise nahi chahiye. wo mere jaane ke baad kaise behave karega mujhe kuch nahi pata. kyunki maine usko bacha liya aur khud ja rahi hoon, to pata nahi ab kya hoga aage. maine bhai ke hospital mein hi aage ki process complete karne ka socha hai jisse uski haalat kharab bhi hoti hai to wahi usko treatment milegi.
tum apna khayal rakho. tum kyu offline thi main ab jaan kar bhi kuch help nahi kar sakti to bas itna kahungi ki apne aap ko strong banao chhoti chhoti incident se khud ko torture mat karo kisi par depend mat raho. log aate hain jaate hain kuch apne ban jaate hain life end tak tum wo insaan ho jiski yaade apne saath leke jaungi. maine to achhe kaam kiye to swarg jaungi main tumhare kaam kaise hain pata nahi mujhe agar aage swarg mein to next janam mein ek ghar pe paida honge dono. mere jaane ke baad kuch post scheduled hain wo post honge bhoot mat samajh lena kuch photo tamanna ne kuch zyada hi filter lagaya hai to joker emoji comment mat karna please. π kuch followers ne time lapse photo generate kiye hain kuch jo achhe lage wo post karungi. mujhe apne billi ke bachchon ko bade hote hue dekhna tha reality mein wo possible nahi lekin AI se hi sahi. same dikhenge shayad jaise AI photos mein bade dikh rahe hain. kaash koi AI aisa hota jo ek second mein tumhare paas parcel kar de. poochti main kya hua mere kalpana ho tab zarur batati aur do chaar jhapad bhi kheench ke deti itna bhi possible hota to kaafi tha πΆ kaash koi AI aisa hota jo mujhe aur time deta to baaki wish bhi complete ho jaati.
chhodo ab jo possible nahi uske baare mein baat karna kuch result nahi dega. main fanpage continue rakhna chahti hoon lekin trusted chahiye post karne wale edit karne wale chahiye. aap dono decide karo jaise aapko theek lage. bhai ko fanpage account ke har ek cheez se mujhe relate hoga to pata nahi wo kya karega. main fanpage continue bhi chahti hoon aur usko koi problem ho ye bhi nahi chahti. uska jo bhi decision hai mujhe accept hai. baate bahut ho gayi ab good bye kehne ka time aa gaya hai. possible hua to mulakat hogi video call pe operation se pehle. khayal rakho apna. and stay healthy stay safe. keep smile. jalpana hamesha suhani ke dil mein rahegi. good bye. maine saloni ke kuch message chhoda hai tumko jab possible hoga tab unse personally mil ke read karke batao. unko lambe paragraph padhne mein aalas aata hai to itna karo mere liye. please. khayal rakho apna. aur kisi cheez ke liye khud ko blame mat karo sab destiny mein written hai to bas jo ho raha hai usse accept karo. bye.
bye .... ❤️
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kya ? ro rahi ho mat ro ladli mujhe bhi rulayegi kya. hogaya mera jaao. itne din se wait kar rahi thi ab finally mil gaya message ab. khush π₯°
.. Bye Love you π₯°π€π